How pathetic is my life.............

I’m so sad these few days. I’ve lost my confidence. People always call me a walking skeleton. It’s hurt to be tagged as such. I’m not seeking for attention. They don’t even know how hurt i am. I do feel insecure when they judge me. Even my friends always laugh at me because of my body shape. I’m so skinny. Too skinny I guess. Sometimes I lose my confidence when I wear short pants,dress,shirt………even skirt also makes me feel like hell :’( I wanna be like other people. Try to put yourself in my situation. I bet you’ll have the same feelings like me. There’s one friend,who called me a “syndrome” ‘cause I wore my short pant. I felt down that time and I felt like I wanna die as soon as possible. I wanna scream to people who judged me!!!! :’( I’m not seeking for symphaty but yes I deserve to express my feelings here. I KNOW I AM SKINNY BUT CAN YOU PLEASE STFU?! I know you’re perfect but please understand other people feelings. I really have this dreadful disease where my heart is broken into the pieces by my own friends. :’(